I just logged in after a while.
The reason is a very painful one for me.
For the longest part of my original span on here I was an offensive and ignorant little ****. My gravest flaw was that I was a vile and prolific anti-semite. I'd blame both the demographics and politics around me, but that is in no way an excuse for a baseless and undeserved hatred or or derision against a whole people.
My attitudes changed quite dramatically in the last five years thanks to an aquaintance I met
Sam Aranow, though only in passing. He does a brilliant history series on youtube on the history of the jewish people.
And funnily enough becoming a part time DJ of all things. Jewish people are so full of song and joy its really quite inspiring. Playing
Benny Friedman has opened up a life long passion for me.
I would like to leave an apology for any of those still hanging around, for what I did was disgusting and witnessing it in others recently has filled me with so much shame and anger. Seeing crowds of poeple gaslighting and insighting violence,using my own former arguments, has destroyed alot of my self image particullarly.
I hope you are keeping safe.
Am yisraeli chai.