Its not being ungrateful, its just the expectancy of events which take place. You probably do spend time arranging this, I accept that. I never intentionally meant competiviness, it was the first word of that type that came into my head at the time, hopefully thats cleared some mis-understanding.
I wouldn't say its my loss, I would see it that its not my gain, as you say, its not a loss as its optional, supposadly fun and we've waited for a while for something to happen. It IS your responsibility to arrange your own event, I don't understand how it isn't, unless you have others working on the team, then fair enough.
After this I won't go on any more, but like I said, clans have other priorities and need to know whats going on. If they don't know whats going on, they cant plan what they want to do.
Its not having "a go", I'd think of it as a way of telling you that you need someone else to help you with this when you don't have the time.