MaHuD 说:
@ Pizza
I quite liked what you posted, I could follow the train thought for the most part, even if it wasn't always true in this case. The only thing I personally liked less was your sheer activity compared to other players.
Comes with the package. To purchase the Pizzamobile you must understand the engine is very reliable and runs perfectly even after 300,000 miles, has been maintained very well.
But the A/C is busted and that's just how it's being sold. Tried to fix it, can't.
I promised some brevity to fit into your forum and Pizza couldn't deliver on that promise.
I have bipolar disorder, that's my real life excuse for how I behave.
If you have fun playing with me and also appreciate the pot stirring, and want someone who will talk to you in real time, I'm your guy.
I also will examine you and re-examine you from both perspectives so I don't tunnel you all game.
Unfortunately, I have periods of heavy activity, even more rapid talking, and confidence above baseline, purely because of the symptoms of bipolar disorder.
It's the busted part of the Pizzamobile. It's never going to get any better. Folks either have to learn to like it or, they've got to respectfully decline to play with me.
I'm self-aware, that's probably why I do have a lot of folks that can get over my rough parts and deal with the rest of me in an entertaining way. I know how insufferable I would truly be if I was not aware that I was bipolar.
Essentially, for a period of several hours, you feel invulnerable and think a lot faster than you typically do. It's an illusion, a lot like depression, except in the opposite direction. It's the source of almost limitless energy... for a few hours. Then I also have depression most of the time, which is an illusion that makes you feel defeated. And then I can't do crap.
So if you're wondering if this guy is mentally ill or something, you're technically correct. I am, on a level of not being able to keep my baseline in check and I have limited impulse control.
Not an excuse, merely an explanation. Much like Llandy's migraines. If I could fix that aspect of me I'd do it in a hot second.