I was born the proletariat and I'm working on a degree, which most upsettingly to myself, would put me in the upper class. I doubt anybody cares about this, but I will state it to explain my class because it's relevant here. My dad was an engineer and probably had a high income, but he went half-braindead from medical complications before he was even 50. He has no job or income and his only home is a hospital. My mother worked entirely non-profit for the community and spent a long time in university just for the sake of learning, but never wanted to do anything but assist the community. She ended up having disability that prevented her from working and forced her to retire early.
I hate the idea of being "rich" and it makes me miserable thinking of it, of all these narcotics and opiates like "money" which itself is a concept that I oppose. When I was little I was in the upper middle class and then I went down to just the proletariat. Although I have always seen the merits of every political ideology/socioeconomic theory, I have usually identified myself closest to anarchism and communism, both of which rely on the overthrow of bourgeois society. And how can I support such a thing if, hypocritically, I
am part of the bourgeoisie? The whole idea of seeing myself as anything but working class is absurd, but just because the job I am interested in coincidentally pays well, I am damned to became a part of what I see as an issue (the government and parts of the bourgeoisie supporting them.)
If I am high income, but unwilling to spend it because I find even possessing anything more than necessities not only immoral, but abhorrent, what does that make me? Against my own choice, I'd have more than necessities, even if I am not using it. I don't go in for ten years taking endless loans because I want
money of all things -- how would I survive those years if I was going for ages of working into something I loathe? I go in because it's something I enjoy and it is a science that I think helps our species, and because I know no other option, since everything else I am interested in doesn't create jobs that a capitalist society requires me to have certain types of. History and philosophy are not necessary in society so they pay nothing, leading only to teaching or unemployment.
I apologise for the ranting, but at least it was semi-relevant here. First world issues.