Hi, I'm AWdeV, I have a friend called Wellenbrecher, these aren't our real names as we don't wish to expose ourselves with our pathetic internet history.
Basically for nearly a decade we've been on multiple forums, we met first playing games like Mount and Blade and Dwarf Fortress. Eventually our lives started going down the pan and rather than growing up like adults and accepting responsibility, we took to taking out our self-hatred on regular forum members.
None of us have friends in real life due to our social incompetence plus autistic humor and the only relationships either of us have had was where we both met up once and had forced gay sex with one another knowing we'd never get a woman. My ass ended up hurting so we stopped.
I just want out. I want a normal life where I don't feel like a mentally impaired person. We both literally have over 10 years of postings on one forum alone. I want to stop.