Are you in school atm? If not you should go there asap. You are killing your own language "mate".
And no, I don't forget all the insults and trash talk, all the lies and all the schemes and if someone is making himself look like a foll is you, with, for instance, your fail thread tournament.
It takes a big man to admit he was wrong and to accept the consequence of his acts, until you realize that no one will take you seriously "mate", and btw drop the childish insults, it will only get you muted at some point.