So something out of a sitcom happened to me last night.
The thing is, I may have had the hots the for my department manager for a while, but she ended up dating someone and so I went with getting a girlfriend myself.
My relationship with my girlfriend could have been a lot better. She's pretty much exactly like me, except she prefers doing everything at her own pace, in her own way, while for me it's extremely important to be able to do things with my girlfriend and truly be partners instead of just living together.
Even though we're so much alike, she often still feels like a stranger to me after a couple of years of being together.
I'm a big softie, so I let her move in with me as soon as she suggested it, which was only after like a month or so of dating, so now she's really dug in. I also got huge issues with anxiety and needing to be liked by everybody, so I'm basically incapable of saying no, but I've been thinking about how I miss being single and open for opportunities and wishing we could do more things together. So I've been considering breaking up with her for about a year, but I simply mentally cannot do it, I can't bring myself to say it to her. Telling me to man up and just do it doesn't work. So I'm starting to worry I'm stuck in a relationship I'm not satisfied with for the rest of my life and getting a bit depressed from it.
I'm basically with her just because she was the first and best thing that came around and now I feel like i can't get out.
Meanwhile my manager is now single and she's making this very clear to me in particular. She basically made me grope her all night during a going away party for a colleague (in front of everyone from work) and I'm the only other person who's working full time in her department, so she mentioned all the dirty stuff we could do since we work a lot one-on-one.
Instead of saying no, I'm going to admit I was turned on, but didn't directly say yes to her advances.
What do?