Entry Four
I’m sickened. Sickened by how cruel God can be. War is a cruel, cruel thing, and it can take away everything you hold dear in one fell swoop. My lands, my money, and enough my son have been taken from me. Allow me to explain.
As I mentioned in the previous entry, Henry III declared war against the Gaelic Kingdoms of Ireland, a weak nation by all accounts. Confident that I could find success and wealth this time, I raised a massive host and set sail for the western island.
My target was Blarney Castle, a relatively undefended fort in the center of Ireland. My men could easily take it, but holding it was a different situation entirely. We began the siege shortly after our arrival and took the fort within a day. The king received word of my endeavors shortly after and granted the castle to me out of appreciation for my enthusiasm. Immediately I traveled back to England and began to purchase the loyalty of every mercenary band who would follow me and sent them to reinforce the castle’s garrison. At the time, it appeared that I would finally be able to own and hold my own fortress - a dream come true.
Yet once again, my greed overshadowed my good judgment. A northern city named Donegal stood tall, and while it would hold far more men that I could match, I believed with the right tactics I could take it for myself along with Blarney. Meanwhile, the French declared war on us once again, leaving the English army divided between two conflicts. I, however, was on my own. I’ve developed quite the reputation of being a lone wolf, although lately I’ve become known more as an unfit general than an alpha wolf. I’ll get to that later.
I led my host to Donegal and began preparing ladders and a siege tower. With my son’s assistance, the siege equipment was in place and the city was mine within a few days. Unfortunately, my men were stretched thin between my new city and fort, meaning I could scarcely garrison them both sufficiently. Seeing Donegal as the highest priority, I ordered as many men as I could cram into it to hold the walls in preparation for the inevitable Irish retaliation.
Surely enough, the might of the high king’s armies returned to take back their city. They outnumbered us two to one, but we had the advantage of actually owning the city. They prepared their counterattack and within a week their ladders donned my walls. Meanwhile, a messenger arrived to bring even more bad news: Blarney Castle had been taken by the French, and Guildford had been razed to the ground. If I lost Donegal to the hands of the Gaelics, I would have no lands left to my name. Moreover, I would likely spend the rest of my days rotting in a cell. The stakes were high.
The battle lasted nearly three days, with multiple waves of attackers. It was close: both sides took massive casualties, but in the end the Irish simply outnumbered us and won the siege. The city was lost, and so was my legacy as a conqueror.
For two weeks, I was stuck in a dirty cell; there was no sign of my son, who I presumed to be dead. Finally, the king of Connacht offered a ransom for my freedom: 20,000 denars. My money was no use to me in a prison, so I reluctantly agreed to pay. The only good news I’ve received since is that my son is indeed alive, but also imprisoned. I’ve agreed to pay his ransom as well.
My village is razed, my castles are taken and most of my money is gone. My son’s life is threatened and I am likely the laughing stock of the English nobility. All because I was too confident in my own abilities.
I have almost nothing left, though my manor is thankfully left untouched. I have never felt this much rage before, however, and I can promise you this: there will be revenge. I will spill the blood of all who dare oppose me, and my house will become the envy of all Britannia. I don’t know how, or when, but I will crush all who dare oppose me. The world will pay for its crimes against House Rook.