Why so defensive ?
Anyway, I'm impressed you remember such thing, the old EUA, four (4) years ago: my first glorious time admin.
Note that the only killing I made wasn't on purpose, but I must agree with you I had nothing to do with my admin horse at this time.
We all commit errors, and as you said, I grew old. After a while ? Well, Aldric opened a new server after this one where he gave me second chance.
From this time to now, I've been admin on all his servers. Apparently he did not regret it. But what about you ? Where were you ? He told me you stabbed him in the back.