darklon7的最近内容

Orion 说:

Yes, yes it can.

点击展开...

I saw your post and now I must reply before hitting the sack.

I know what you mean for I have tried to use subconscious suggestion to create a solution and to create happiness, just as subconscious suggestion can do the opposite.

Goodnight.

Namaste

And just to clarify, these are physical pain combined with deep depression. This is not my imagination, my imagination can't make me puke, raise my heartbeat, give me impulses, keep me up at night even as I lay there doing absolutely nothing (not even rolling over), etc. etc.

Edit: Furthermore I must continue to attempt to sleep so I must shut down, maybe tonight will be different, maybe it won't but there is but one way to know and I intend to find out for good or ill.

Rallix 说:

Darklon, I hate to say it, but you are one of those people who everybody points to after they kill themself and call it a result of cyber-bullying.
What's really happening here is this: You are listening to the words of people you don't know, and who don't care about you.
Anonymity does that to people. Makes them assholes.

But those who kill themselves because of such assholes, well maybe you were never strong enough to live a full life in the first place.
What other people say means nothing except what you make of it. If someone calls me stupid, then they obviously are trying to make me angry.
If someone is trying to make you angry for no reason, then their words aren't worth listening to in the first place.

Caring about a troll's words is called feeding it.

And then there's the other side of that. You must acknowledge your failures for others to begin to respect you.
Otherwise they think that you're full of yourself, and those with the most pride are those who receive the most words of hate.

点击展开...

I myself am very strong, physically, mentally, and spiritually (maybe) but the pain is even stronger, if my problem is caring too much then bring it on, make me feel like **** for doing good, at least those who could've used my wisdom and support (be it mentally or physically shall receive it.

Unfortunately, my problem is not caring, it cuts far deeper (and wider), it is on more than one level.

And to last reply, I am an adult thank you...

I must sleep and continue the cycle.

I wish my family had money to get me professional help but the most they could do is share my pain and I do not want them to experience what I do, I can not tell whether I am hungry or sick, I can't sleep til about 7 am and by then I have to get up anyways, every night I feel this overwhelming feeling of worthlessness and meaninglessness, every day I tend to only attract more problems, whenever I am out in public I get unreasonably nervous, I get jittery, and my heartbeat rises drastically to where I can feel it pound in me; like a constant panic attack but I am aware of what is going on so instead of full-on panic I get constant urges and twitches from my body trying to force me away from other people because of the overwhelming anxiety.

Maybe the best I can do is hope someone would know what my problem(s) is/are and how to fix it but that in itself is unlikely.

And yes, I know weed could solve half my problems but then it would make the other half worse and I'm constantly drug tested anyways, unfortunately for the wrong reason.

Orion 说:

darklon7 说:

I wish I could leave with someone to take care of them for me but that would never happen

点击展开...

http://www.lmgtfy.com/?q=executor+of+estate

隐藏

But seriously, if you're having trouble you should seek help from your family and friends.

点击展开...

There's far more to it than you are allowing yourself to see, I am living day to day, I have no built-up funds to take care of these people, would you please try to take me seriously, if you knew me in person surely you would not be treating me in this way, what if you had lost animosity, what if all these people posting here were your personal friends, co-workers, and your boss. What if I was your son or daughter. What if I was your mother or father, would you tell me to kill myself then?

Kevlar 说:

darklon7 说:

READ THE TITLE OF MY ******** THREAD THEN TELL ME THAT

点击展开...

Fine....I wish you would kill yourself 

点击展开...

I want to but I am not totally careless as I still have family to look out for and friends who want me here. I wish I could leave with someone to take care of them for me but that would never happen, therefore I must continue to get up every morning sick to my stomach and my brain pin-cushioned in depression. I must continue to go out working at the CCA most likely helping the same people that hurt me in the first place. I must continue to sleep every night in pain and fear of the next day. I want to give in but I can not.

It saddens me to see how careless and relentless people are. They have no regard for others in any way other than what concerns themselves.

It seems there is not a place in this world for someone who legitimately cares for all beings in all forms, through internet, spiritual, or physical.

I only wish that you all would share some respect in any form or aspect but my wish will not be granted and this post will be raped in the ass by any and whoever sees it as a benefactor to themselves.

Moderator/Administrator, please remove my thread, and try not to **** on me in the process thank you.

Kevlar 说:

darklon7 说:

When I say "Please tell me this is actually a mount and blade expansion soon to be released" I am really saying, "I wish this was mount and blade".

点击展开...

Quit the internet if you want people to understand what you are thinking when you post something entirely different. Or join 9gag or something.

darklon7 说:

leave me be before I end up killing myself over all the combined bull**** in my life.

点击展开...

****, please do.

点击展开...

READ THE TITLE OF MY ****ING THREAD THEN TELL ME THAT

Look man, I'm tired of being misunderstood and treated like **** my whole life, if you could not tell by the title of my thread then at least leave me be before I end up killing myself over all the combined bull**** in my life.

You quote the same **** like it all of a sudden makes you right.

When I say "Please tell me this is actually a mount and blade expansion soon to be released" I am really saying, "I wish this was mount and blade".

If you can not understand that then leave my thread.

Orion 说:

darklon7 说:

Secondly: I never said it was the same game

点击展开...

darklon7 说:

Please tell me this is actually a mount and blade expansion soon to be released

点击展开...

Rhade 说:

I wish people weren't stupid.

点击展开...

Best part, it says in the intro sequence of that trailer that it's made by Fat Shark studios. Good job, you're posting on the TaleWorlds forum. Literacy test, go:

Fat Shark = TaleWorlds
A) True
B) False

Hint: The answer is B.

点击展开...

If you are going to quote me than quote my WHOLE post, you damn commie.

Rhade 说:

I wish people weren't stupid.

It's a different game entirely.

点击展开...

Firstly: I wish people weren't assholes.

Secondly: I never said it was the same game, I'm making a statement by saying it the way I did that it looks like mount and blade but twice as good.

Edit: You're stupid yourself for not being able to understand what I said.

Adding an option to set your battle formations and tactics before the battle begins would fix your problem but that requires changes to the mod, perhaps I should have posted in the suggestions section.