I don't remember the situation exactly, but I am pretty sure you were not standing still and typing when we started to fight. Still doesnt explain why you came back unarmed to open the gate.
Fact is, we killed you when you were armed and trespassing. It was clear to you that we are in charge.
Fact is, you provoked us while you were unarmed, we had to react.
Fact is, you kicked(admin) me, because I defended myself against a trespassing unarmed guy, who kicked(legs) me.
But I rest my case, it's your word against mine, and it's starting to get confusing to follow all versions of your story.