Sometimes I get crazy and end up firing shots at my soldiers. Don't see why I need to turn this setting down. But hey, how come I can't cut down my own men like some ruthless warlord dealing with his own low morale troops? On that matter, I don't think I've ever been shot by my own side. Is there some kind of realism mod I could use to make it more dangerous to charge into the range of fire of my own bowmen? Like those occasions I charge ahead by myself?